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Name: Regina
Birthday: 3/29/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: God, Church, Working with the youth group at PCOC, Reading, Listening to music, Watching movies, Hangin out with friends...
Expertise: None, sorry
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  xosnozberryxo
Member Since:
10/29/2004
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| So, yesterday I went out to lunch with some friends from high school, one of which I have not seen in several years. When we got back together, we had alot to talk about, but I was quite surprised about how much that had happened in high school that we had forgotten about. Back in high school, I was always like I'm always gonna remember who people were and their names and stuff, but 6 years later...I've already forgotten. It's kinda funny.
And then after we left, Stace and I started talking about how much we had changed since high school and whatnot. She and I have both become more outgoing and whatnot, and so she said "What if we had been this way in high school? Would things have been different for us? And what if it had? What would our lives be like right now?" It got me thinking a whole lot. I've been through alot, but am so glad that things happened the way that they did. Cause for the first time in a good long while, I am happy with who I am and where I'm heading. It's scary, yes, but exciting at the same time. I love the friends that I have now, every single one of them. They are the best.
That's all I had to say, nothing profound or anything haha.
Happy day to all! <333
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| I have been thinking of writing in this thing for awhile now, but just haven't for several reasons, one being that NO ONE reads these anymore. If it's not myspace or facebook, forget it. But then I just decided that I'm going to do it for myself.
It's been several months since I've written and some exciting things have happened. I FINALLY graduated college, which was a bittersweet moment. I very much miss my friends and being on my own, but hopefully that will come back around in time ;) I have plans, I just have to wait and see if they align with the plans God has for me. I know where I do not wanna be, which is funny considering the crazy emotional rollercoaster ride that I was on over the past year. I feel like what I want out of life and where I want to be has been finally confirmed, which is step one. Step two is putting it into action and doing what needs to be done. I got a "teaching" job, which is exciting but not at the same time. I dont feel like i'm actually teaching, but its a start and some experience. I plan on keeping it into the fall, but dont know much about after that. Work can be very frustrating and that place will never change, but at least im not complacent with it anymore like i used to be. Getting frustrated with it gives me the drive to move on :)
I'm super excited for the month of August! I'm pumped for getting to see friends and spend some time with them, I'm so blessed to have them and I realize that so much more when they are away from me :)
thats all...happy day to all!!! <333
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| Have
you ever just sat back and looked at some things that have happened and
just seen the work that God has done?? I’ve been doing that alot
lately, looking at the events of the last 2 months and I just sit in
amazement! Two months ago, I was having a freak out moment and
questioning my teaching ability, and basically made up my mind that I
wasn’t going to teach, because I was scared (mainly of student
teaching). I made a huge mistake (or what I thought was one at the
time), but God took that and changed it into something a million times
better, and something that has been one of the biggest blessings of my
life. I was taken out of my previous school, and put into a fantastic
school, with an amazing teacher that helped me gain the confidence that
I needed and wasn’t getting at the previous place. I think that all of
this happened for a reason, even my freak out moment that I felt dumb
about. God needed to make me uncomfortable, so that I would change
things and pursue something new. I tried to stay in a place where I was
comfortable, but now I see that if I had stayed there, I would not have
learned nearly as much as I have so far (and continue to each day) and
would not have been successful. I am blessed! 6th grade was amazing,
and so much fun! I had never done it before, and now don’t think that I
want to do primary anymore. I enjoyed every moment of 6th grade...the
students, the teacher, the material, just everything! My only wish was
that I had more time in there than I did...stinky snow! It has just
made me so super excited to be a teacher...and to have my own
classroom! Now, my one question is this....
Where do I go from here? NJ? WV? Somewhere new?? God’s the only one who knows...  | | |
| Tell me what's it gonna take
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see I'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you
I'm tired of days
That feel like this
When hurt is like a rope
Wrapped around my wrist
I know your listening
I know it's in your hands
But still I'm out here in the dark
I just don't understand (understand)
Tell me what's it gonna take
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see i'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you
I know you're tired
With plans to keep
Off saving someone's life
Or calming stormy seas
But I'm not asking you
To bring me back the moon
All I need is a little help
That can only come from you
Tell me what's it gonna take
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see I'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you
How long can I go on this way
I need you to plead my case
To turn this thing around
Tell me what's it gonna take (what's it gonna take)
I'm running out of prayers Lord (out of prayer lord)
Can't you see I'm helpless (can't you see helpless)
Down here on my knees (I'mmm onn my knees)
I'm begging you please (I got nothing left to do I'm callng you Lord)
There's nothing left for me to do (I'm begging you pleeease)
I need a miracle from you
Tell me what's it gonna take (what's it gonna take lord)
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see i'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you
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| So I think I've basically had it here. You know the old saying all good things must come to an end, well maybe this good thing really was supposed to have been coming to an end next month. Maybe I went against that for stupid reasons. Maybe there is a reason for an extra semester. Who knows? All I know is I'm wishing I hadn't made that decision to be here longer. I want to be home. I want to be working. I'm tired of school. I'm tired of drama and immaturity. I'm just tired...and then the events of this week have just made this feeling worse. I wanted my family more than anything this week. I miss my friends at home. I miss my friends that aren't here any longer. I think that makes a huge difference in my life here, not having them around. I feel old here. Older than everyone else anyway. Okay...main point...i want home =(
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